Where am I? Where are you, child of light and of compassion?

I am struggling. Rising and falling. Fear settles in and it smells stale and useless. Dreams shrivel away reminding me of everything that I have not done.

My motivation is low.

Being is hard.

The twisted electrocutions grind my spirit to flakes.

There is a deep wailing that none can hear.

Pulsed Radio Frequency Ablation

Is there hope for relief there?

Tired, trudging, falling

Ketamine?

What?

Where?

Where do I turn to for help?