the sun burns me

inside

i spread my legs

to accept

my self

Before me

i see

pictures that i have taken

dolls bleeding from their eyes

this is me

i can no longer hide

behind a pretty

aging

face

i have to let it out

all the blood that never spilled

it's time to stuff the fear into what it belongs

and to show

it all

to anyone

who wants to see

what it really feels like

the true face

the true face

behind this silent deadly monster

its time

even if it claws through minds

everyone has their destiny

mine happens to be real ugly to look at

and as true

as the guilt you felt

with the first lie that you ever told