Transformative Psychology

That is where I came to
smhadi or shamadi

samhadi. smadi. shaminism. pain.

and now transformative psychology.

if we can project our thoughts as fast as lightening

then there is a template

a template of life

that we chose to either honor or dishonor

we are a collective and we chose together

Why are so many men choosing to accept porn?

I have decided that I will not invest my love in a man that watches porn. If he can take his love out of his heart in order to satisfy his penis, then he is a beast

And i choke when i watch porn, i lose my breath, there is so much violence and instead of fighting to stop rape and fighting to help animals you guys are jerking off in front of your computers

Whatever.

No thanks.

I will stay a widow, a sorceress, an old old widow that never bore children cuz the world had become so evil

yes, me only me

I am going to save the world

with all this pain in my ass

I am so tired

I just want to meet someone and i want to love them. It is taking forever. It might never happen. This sucks shit. I might never have kids. You watch porn. I can't be with men. I will hang out with women. In the meantime i will invest my female energy in bringing on the 3rd wave of feminism. All men will stop watching porn and then there will be peace on earth. No, I just want to find one man. One man that is willing to give a chance at loving me. So, that I can receive the chance to love again. But I don't want to invest my emotional energies in loving a man that loves porn. I am against it and that is that . I take my stand. You take yours. We can't be together and I don't want to spend more time with you. I would like to meet a man that does not feel comfortable watching porn because he can see the aggression and the violence in it and that feels wrong to his higher conscience. Simple, huh?