i was terrified on a train in india, thought that i would be raped by a gang, shouted and shouted at the top of my lungs

i wasn't raped

then i went to teach english in dharamsala to buddhist monks. being with them and also with the women felt safe.

i could be a naturally sexual human being without being chased and without being followed and withouy being groped and grasped, and having men masturbate in the seat next to me and ...