Marijuana

Marijuana works for the pain. I was crying today and in bed, feeling the pain very intensely. Marijuana helped me through today.
It it isn't the miracle drug. I still feel the pain but it is less in the fore-front. Other things get more focus. It kind-of over-rides the pain a bit. But it only lasts for a few hours. Truthfully, my joint is almost finished and i am eager for more.

So, i don't know

I do love sun-flowers and long-hair and men with long hair, ...

And I do love being in less pain. Cuz then I am just a bit more in life. And sometimes that is exactly what i need to get me through the day.

For now it is a yes.

I recommend it.

I guess i will be a pot-head for a while. I will keep you up-dated as to where it takes me.



Well, I can't stop writing without saying thank you to my friends. Cuz it is their love that got me through this till today.


I wish that one day i could help many people that are in pain get out of pain, or at least learn how to live with it well. I wish that I could learn how to carry my pain with love.

I think that i do, but i cry a lot and feel that i lost so much of my life and i feel scared a lot.

Goodnight friends

My neighbor helped me plant a lot of plants in my garden today. My garden makes me smile.

Love,
Atara